Fictional Characters are My Life
It's so pathetic to fall for fictional characters which exactly what I always do. So, indirectly, I'm pathetic.
Let me tell you why it is so pathetic.
First, they will never never ever able to talk to you, let alone return your feelings.
Second, you can never never ever able to get involve in their life. Let's not say about to be his or her girlfriend/boyfriend, you can't even fucking be his or her friend!
Third, they are not real people that you can keep tab on like you did to your friends on family. Like ten years later, you meet your old friend and you guys will talk about the life of the last ten years that each other had miss out. We can't do that with fictional characters because their life ends where the books end and we only keep them alive in our mind, we can only imagine their life [PATHETIC]. Alright, let's not say the characters we fall for but also the characters that you feel so awesome that you wanted them to be your family, friends, everything.
You know so much about them, wholeheartedly feel that they're so very extremely amazing
Wanted to know more about them
Wanted to get them to know you
Wanted to have them in your life actively, not as a virtual existence in your own mind
Wanted to ask questions to have them answer you directly
Wanted to look them in their eyes
Wanted to listen their problems
Wanted to screw things up between them and fix them afterward
Wanted them to laugh at the story you tell
Wanted to hear their contagious laughter
Wanted to go travel with them
Wanted to realize they're not as perfect but still love them
Wanted to bicker with them
Wanted to build up relationship like family
Wanted to do the silly things together
Wanted to see the expression they make with our own naked eyes, not the image in the back of the eyes
Wanted pick up the phone and just call them
Wanted to celebrate special ocassion with them such as birthday, Chritmas, whatever
Wanted to write their emails like we're pen pals
Wanted still keep in touch with them after years
Wanted spoil their children for them if they have later in their life, grandchildren even
Wanted go to their funeral, visit their graves
Or the other way round for that matter.
Oh my god, I AM SO SO PATHETIC. But I'm so not ashamed of it.
Let me tell you why it is so pathetic.
First, they will never never ever able to talk to you, let alone return your feelings.
Second, you can never never ever able to get involve in their life. Let's not say about to be his or her girlfriend/boyfriend, you can't even fucking be his or her friend!
Third, they are not real people that you can keep tab on like you did to your friends on family. Like ten years later, you meet your old friend and you guys will talk about the life of the last ten years that each other had miss out. We can't do that with fictional characters because their life ends where the books end and we only keep them alive in our mind, we can only imagine their life [PATHETIC]. Alright, let's not say the characters we fall for but also the characters that you feel so awesome that you wanted them to be your family, friends, everything.
You know so much about them, wholeheartedly feel that they're so very extremely amazing
Wanted to know more about them
Wanted to get them to know you
Wanted to have them in your life actively, not as a virtual existence in your own mind
Wanted to ask questions to have them answer you directly
Wanted to look them in their eyes
Wanted to listen their problems
Wanted to screw things up between them and fix them afterward
Wanted them to laugh at the story you tell
Wanted to hear their contagious laughter
Wanted to go travel with them
Wanted to realize they're not as perfect but still love them
Wanted to bicker with them
Wanted to build up relationship like family
Wanted to do the silly things together
Wanted to see the expression they make with our own naked eyes, not the image in the back of the eyes
Wanted pick up the phone and just call them
Wanted to celebrate special ocassion with them such as birthday, Chritmas, whatever
Wanted to write their emails like we're pen pals
Wanted still keep in touch with them after years
Wanted spoil their children for them if they have later in their life, grandchildren even
Wanted go to their funeral, visit their graves
Or the other way round for that matter.
Oh my god, I AM SO SO PATHETIC. But I'm so not ashamed of it.
I am so so so pathetic after I read this ! haha ! DAMN TRUE!! They will never talk to you and even you know everything about him/her , he know nothing about you :'(
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