Just A Dream
By chance,
I saw an advertisement on television promoting a tv series they will soon broadcast. Well, in their channel that is cause the series had been out for quite a time. < Resurrection>.
And yes, it is what you think of.
It is about death come back to life years later. I had only watch the first episode when I wrote this. The first episode alone hit me hard and fast. One episode alone drained me emotionally. The little boy who die 32 years ago comes back alive and has been found in China. He is then escort back to US and handle by United States Citizenhip and Immigration Services (not sure).
Long story short, there's another man who comes back alive and he's or was ( since he died ) a father of two whom now grew up to an adult. This man makes people feel sinister but I don't know what he's up to yet.
The scene his daughter fling herself to his arms makes me scrunch my face up.
Ask me why, ask me why!
Because I was tearing up, I was going to cry and I was watching it in the living room full of people. I have to scrunch my face up like I was in pain. I pressed my eyelids together, hard, to stop the sting at the back of my eyeballs that will soon make my eyes full of tears.
I have no attention to break down in front of people.
It's no secret that I obsess to dreams, always woke up and wrote down the dreams I have had. I have a few that doesn't need to write down. Those are like a memory to me now.
One of those is about my father walk into our house after working, as if nothing happened.
As if he never die and come back alive.
I was wary about him, all of my family members are. We don't know that should we ask what he is. Is he come back for real as a human? A ghost? Some sort of god in Buddhism that he believed in? Guess what?
Life goes on.
We never ask, afraid to break the spell that keep him here.
And that's all I remember. I'd never forget the scene when he walks through the front door, carry the tools he bring to work. I guess I just missed him a little bit too much at that period. Anyway, my point is the urge that I want to cry came from here. I felt so related, you know. It was like " Uhh... This not in my head, it just happened, even if it's just fictional tv series."
Song of the day: "Just A Dream.
I saw an advertisement on television promoting a tv series they will soon broadcast. Well, in their channel that is cause the series had been out for quite a time. < Resurrection>.
And yes, it is what you think of.
It is about death come back to life years later. I had only watch the first episode when I wrote this. The first episode alone hit me hard and fast. One episode alone drained me emotionally. The little boy who die 32 years ago comes back alive and has been found in China. He is then escort back to US and handle by United States Citizenhip and Immigration Services (not sure).
Long story short, there's another man who comes back alive and he's or was ( since he died ) a father of two whom now grew up to an adult. This man makes people feel sinister but I don't know what he's up to yet.
The scene his daughter fling herself to his arms makes me scrunch my face up.
Ask me why, ask me why!
Because I was tearing up, I was going to cry and I was watching it in the living room full of people. I have to scrunch my face up like I was in pain. I pressed my eyelids together, hard, to stop the sting at the back of my eyeballs that will soon make my eyes full of tears.
I have no attention to break down in front of people.
It's no secret that I obsess to dreams, always woke up and wrote down the dreams I have had. I have a few that doesn't need to write down. Those are like a memory to me now.
One of those is about my father walk into our house after working, as if nothing happened.
As if he never die and come back alive.
I was wary about him, all of my family members are. We don't know that should we ask what he is. Is he come back for real as a human? A ghost? Some sort of god in Buddhism that he believed in? Guess what?
Life goes on.
We never ask, afraid to break the spell that keep him here.
Song of the day: "Just A Dream.
It was only just a DREAM........
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